This city will eat you alive it was a cloudy Sunday with sprinkles throughout the day and a fire was being put out at sunset so the white smoke trailed up into the clouds above and it looked like the city had a thought bubble and I sat on a rock on the top of a mountain ignoring how difficult it would be to get down in the dark because I wanted to know the words that filled the thought bubble and of course I though it would be filled with You Ruin Everything which was running through my head thinking about you in Beijing when you’re happy you push me away because you don’t need but when you’re sadsadsad I’m there for you and I’m remembering for the jillionth time that sometimes you need me but you never want me and how much does that hurt well not much I guess it’s just my pride that’s bruised for forgetting I was driving on the freeway tonight and there was a jumper up ahead so they shut it down to safely remove him from the situation and this old lady in the car next to me yelled so loudly I could hear, Oh just get it over with already but I thought people were supposed to be patient and kind and again what a stupid fool I am which is probably why I loved the fools set on American Routes Saturday night.

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